Deniz Yildiz

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This is my personal space for documenting my artistic journey.
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Ginseng ficus bonsai with green leaves in a patterned brown pot.
So much for “testament”. The lack of a decently-sized monitor on my desk quickly became an ergonomic nightmare. It was to be expected, admi…
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Wooden chair in front of an old hardwood desk with a vertical monitor, a drawer containing a vintage radio, and stacks of DVDs, books, and small electronic devices.
I moved my bedroom into a much smaller room. The limited space required me to part with many things and be far more intentional about every…
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Hirokazu Koreeda is directing the live action adaptation of the manga “Look Back”. I want to take a note of this, because it’s become so ra…
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Ginseng ficus bonsai with green leaves in a patterned brown pot.
I bought a ginseng ficus bonsai (ficus microcarpa) yesterday. It is so pretty.
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Portrait of Deniz Yildiz with a glum expression looking into the camera.

The Fall Following The Fall

I used to believe I could produce—for lack of a better word—certain outcomes in life with enough effort. No matter my confidence or convict…